Tuesday, March 20, 2012

The Best birth control.

If you were ever feeling baby hungry and knew you just were not ready to become a mom just yet... teach nursery, swim lessons and be an elementary school teacher. Between the three jobs, you get so much baby/ kid time that you feel like you can wait a little longer to have a cute little slugger of your own. I have always wanted to be a mom. But I love being a wife. I am enjoying being a partner in crime and enjoying the freedom of marriage with nothing to worry about but each other.



 But a cute puppy sure sounds like a fun adventure... 

something I never thought I would say.

I am beginning to really look forward to running. Anyone who knows me knows how ridiculous that sentence truly is. I am keeping with my resolution and am right on track! Everyday... ok, most days... even if I tell myself I do not want to run, I am planning out my runs or gym time. I am beginning to need that physical exertion. I am enjoying running and pushing myself to run faster or longer. Granted I would enjoy also seeing the change in my body. Still waiting on that, but that might be slightly hindered by my food intake. I just love food. I am trying to get better and eat healthier but there are days when McDonald's french fries or Panda Express are just calling my name and I am ashamed to admit, I cave and I cave fast. Who knew that exercise alone wouldn't get me a rocking body? 

Saturday, I ran 5 miles on a treadmill and I felt like Rocky. I fist pumped then fell to the floor in pure exhaustion letting my heart return to normal before leaving that hot, smelly cinema room at Golds. The movie that was playing was Spiderman. I forgot how much I enjoy that movie. I think my liking for the original Spiderman was clouded by the crap that was suppose to be the sequel. Spiderman #2 and #3 were just not up to par. 

Hunger games comes out this weekend and I am stoked! I cannot wait! Ryan's family is coming into town this weekend and we are taking family pictures. I'm looking forward to hanging out with everyone! It should be fun to spend the weekend up at the cabin. 

On a professional note, Internship meetings and interviews are coming up and I am petrified. What district should I choose? what should I wear? Will I get an internship? How can I guarantee myself an internship? My first meeting is this wednesday! wish me luck! Until next time. adios! 

Monday, March 19, 2012

sunday.

I am in my practicum. 22 5th graders. It is tough work. I am physically exhausted and mentally tired of jumping through the hoops of being a BYU practicum student. I know all the assignments I am doing will help me to be a better teacher, but it is just tiring. Plus, we still dont have internet at our house which is just a tad bit irritating. McDonalds has become a friend to me with its free wifi. Boy do I want internet back! Life has been pretty routine lately. Wake up at 6, drive an hour to Riverside elementary, teach, go to work, workout. Finally get home around 630-7ish. then time to do hw. haha. I dont mean this to sound depressing. It's just busy.

On a much lighter note, yesterday was awesome! Church was very spiritually uplifting and then Visiting teaching was exactly what I needed. I have begun to really appreciate visiting teaching. The discussions we have and the spirit I feel is incredible. I feel as if I am benefitting more from visiting teaching than the people I am visiting teaching. I hope they get as much out of our discussions as I do. I am so blessed to have a very spiritual, down to earth partner who always has such good insight. I truly love this gospel and the way it brings direction to my life. Life is truly beautiful when we take the time to see its beauty. During this crazy time in my life, Sunday was a much needed day on perspective.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

i survived!

It is practicum season again and this time around I am not only doing my el ed practicum but also my TELL practicum. NBD. hahahahaha. Anywhoo, I started today at Riverside elementary in a 5th grade classroom and I can already tell it will be different from last practicum where I was in the 1st grade and yet, I am soooo excited! Riverside has video announcements and so they announced us to the school and we had to introduce ourselves while looking into a camera that was being broadcasted to the school.. great. so we had to say who we were, something about ourselves and which classroom we would be in. As soon as I announced which class I would be in, an eruption of cheers exploded in the halls as my class welcomed me. I immediately felt better. It was awesome. 
I spent the day getting to know the class and my surroundings. Now I am sitting in McDonalds because I was too lazy to walk up to campus and we have no internet at my house. Convenient, right? only upside is.. I have been sitting here so long that the employees took pity on me and gave me a free milkshake. woohoo! I already have tons of assignments to do but I am organized thanks to my previous epiphany about not procrastinating so I have already started some assignments and am ready to take this practicum on. All I have to say is, Bring it. I am ready to be a teacher and prove it to the whole world! =) 
The students I am working with are hilarious and full of spunk. I have a lot to learn and they seem to have a lot to teach me. This next month and a half will be a blast. It never ceases to amaze me how smart children are and how enthusiastic they can be. I hope that their enthusiasm for life and curiosity somehow rubs off on me. If not, I just hope that when I teach, I do not stamp out any of that desire to learn but instead, inspire them to push harder and go farther than they thought possible. 

Monday, March 5, 2012

the funnies

On a day when I am stressed, it is things like this that make me laugh. 

1. This Elephant

This Elephant
Secret To Happiness: Ability to blow water out of nose; having no particular place to be. 
Favorite Thing: Hurrying anyway.

2. Boo, The Pomeranian

Boo, The Pomeranian
Secret To Happiness: Seizing the day; seeing the silver lining; dressing up like a bear occasionally. 
Favorite Thing: Literally everything.

3. This Rabbit

This Rabbit
Secret To Happiness: Looking adversity in the face and squawking contentedly at it. 
Favorite Thing: Apartment-grade carpeting.

4. This Seal

This Seal
Secret To Happiness: An abiding awareness that life is a series of profound absurdities that are beyond his control and, more importantly, not his fault. 
Favorite Thing: Mostly just seal stuff.

5. This Cat

This Cat
Secret To Happiness: A high-minded and esoteric sense of humor. 
Favorite Thing: Cat food.

6. This Crocodile

This Crocodile
Secret To Happiness: Lives in a river. 
Favorite Thing: Probably biting things.

7. This Dog

This Dog
Secret To Happiness: An unshakeable belief that the simple things in life require all of our attention all of the time. 
Favorite Thing: Drooling.

8. This Stoat

This Stoat
Secret To Happiness: Advanced hopping/pouncing ability. 
Favorite Thing: Eating small rodents.

9. This Sloth

This Sloth
Secret To Happiness: Strong sense of self worth. 
Favorite Thing: Looking smug.

10. This Squirrel

This Squirrel
Secret To Happiness: Hard work; simple, old-fashioned, American values. 
Favorite Thing: Being a homeowner.

11. This Seal

This Seal
Secret To Happiness: Lives on the beach. 
Favorite Thing: Jokes.

12. This Anteater

This Anteater
Secret To Happiness: Welcomes each new opportunity with open arms and a glad heart. 
Favorite Thing: Ants, probably.

16. This DogThis Dog

Secret To Happiness: Persistent, unmitigated enthusiasm without context. 
Favorite Thing: Interrupting.
Via: picfor.me

17. This Rabbit

This Rabbit
Secret To Happiness: Getting it. Just getting it. 
Favorite Thing: Seeing the bigger picture.

20. This Ferret

This Ferret
Secret To Happiness: A healthy distrust of conformity when it comes to the important things in life, like headwear. 
Favorite Thing: Dressing up like an idiot
Via: killorn

22. This Baby Elephant

This Baby Elephant
Secret To Happiness: Seeing each new challenge as an opportunity. 
Favorite Thing: Rolling in trash.

23. This Duckling

This Duckling
Secret To Happiness: Buoyancy, levity, and an enviable knack for discovering joy in the little things. 
Favorite Thing: Actually being one of the little things.

24. This Dog With Spaghetti On His Face

This Dog With Spaghetti On His Face
Secret To Happiness: A fierce, unshakeable hopefulness paired with a realistic understanding of his place in the world. 
Favorite Thing: Licking spaghetti off own face.
Via: dooce.com

25. This Bulldog

This Bulldog
Secret To Happiness: Stopping to smell the roses; stopping to smell everything else. 
Favorite Thing: Smelling things.

26. This Lamb

This Lamb
Secret To Happiness: Constant prancing. 
Favorite Thing: Constant prancing.